to be honest...i feel like shit right now. physically and emotionally.

i don't know whats going on in my head, but i don't like this.

i hate feeling like theres some sort of shit ready to hit the fan. i don't like the idea that everything is going to go wrong at once.

i'm gonna go shower and go for a walk. even though i feel like i'm going to visit the porcelain princess any minute...i just need....away.

i wish my friends lived closer. everyone lives so far away now.

and if they don't...they seem further away...if that makes sense.

time for another quote:

"and now that i am leaving, now i know that i did something wrong, cause i miss you. yeah, i miss you."