my leg is currently asleep. its extremely annoying.

the fact that its only like 4pm and i'm still sitting around in "angel is a bum" clothes rocks my boat.

tomorrow i get to see momento. i'm exciterated.

also. i tried to drink a lot last night but fizzled out. so i was just slightly drunk, after having some vodka kahlua mixed with cheap coke. by cheap coke i mean safeway brand. and it wasn't as good as it should've been.

we have cheese upstairs. i think i want to go make a cheese sammich. with....bread. yes. no....a toasted sammich. with mustard. kill me for being gross. plese.

or else potatoes...but potatoes take way too long to cook.

anyways. i'm feel lazy. so i'll do something mindish...like...talk about stuff to do with stuff and stuff. yep.

my phone has been ringing all day. i don't answer it unless i actually want to talk to the people. this is called um....see, the words are gone from my head. but i'll tell you this much, call display is the next best thing to ....sammiches!!!

i really want a sammich right now. yum. i'm going to go make 1....or maybe 2 so i'll have a stomach ache and complain all night....

anyways. on the same line as phones (ok the exact same line but thats a minor detail and i'm tired...so deal with it. done.) juli called me at 3 am this morning. she was drunk. payback? yes. i phone her at 9am (because I WAS AWAKE AT 9 AM....GRRRR) and she was like "what do you want" i'm mean. but everythings good. she still loves me. everybody loves raymond.

damn i wish my name was raymond.

ok i don't. but...you know how it goes? right? RIGHT?

last night was fun. i played mariokart and then and came online. because i'm a good friend really. i felt kind of....strange. having made the decision to be only a friend to S....and not...well...you know.

anyways. it was all good. and i'm happy i've made that decision, and made it outright. because in all honesty people, casual sex....sure its sex...wooot. but its not the same.

and having that thought in my head all the time sucked. so now, i'm me...pretty much all alone (pretty much? what now!? ass hats. its a secret. because you see...i have to keep secrets now. for my own goodluckedness.)

i love the term ass hats. last night while at the casino gambling away the 2 bucks in change i had (a-ha never needing cash for a bus rocks! score one for the bus passes!) i mumbled something about ducknuggets. and then i drifted away to funny phrases angel know's land and zoned out.

also. bad thing about yesterday. it snowed overnight.

i'm sorry. personally i like the snow. but not in may. i mean it rocks. it snowed. in may. IN MAY!!! i have never ever seen snow in may, in a regular setting, in the mountains sure thing, i mean we drove through the rockies all the time when i was little and i'm sure i've had to have seen it then. what i'm trying to say is....snow sucks in may. i'd much rather be wandering around in not so wintery feeling clothes and have the ability to just be like "wooo its summer i can wear summery clothes!"

like sandals. because my shoes suck. i had a talk about my suckage of shoes the other day....wednesday. (ooh divulging slight information. ass hats. i could've been talking to a stuffed animal. or a giraffe.) anyways. in the summer it doesn't matter how suckish my shoes are, because its summer!

now that it is nicer out though, i'll have to set aside some money for a new pair of "sneakers". i think i'm going to call my shoes sneakers from now on. unless they are totally NOT sneakers and then that would be dumb.

ok. i really REALLY need to go do laundry. like massively.

mmm massive attack. my song. radicalness.

i'm going to go announce my second awakedness to gramma now. and tell her i feel slightly like shit. only not in so choicey words. i'll probably be like 'how are you feeling?' and she'll go on about her back. and then i'll say 'yeah...i don't feel to swell either.'

SWELL!

i wish i had the energy to make ice tea. no. i'm going ot bring my giant bottle upstairs and fill it up with nice cold water.

i wish i had super powers.

what i mean to say is, i want a slurpee.

yumminess.

i still can't believe it snowed.

or that i slept so late. it was so fun.

i really need to get me a night job so i can sleep all day, apparently i sleep better during the day. its kind of nice.

except when i woke up this morning it was perfect going to sleep time.

none of this going to bed at 10pm. thats dumb. and uncool.

and i'm spent.