i should mention how much i feel like a HUGE lump of shit.

for various reasons, including the fact i want to crawl back into bed.

i was on the phone way too late last night, and now other phone person is probably way more exhausted than me.

but it was fun, and exhausted conversations are sometimes fun.

i need to go shower now, but i hate getting into the shower when it has the chance of being cold. yes. i'm neurotic. fuckin' eh!

really wish i had a car at this point. i could sleep for another (almost) hour and then just drive my ass to work, instead.....INSTEAD! i have to get up at unreasonable hours, and be exhausted.

tomorrow will be great times. if i take the bus i'll have to get up at 6.

6 fucking eh-yem.

blech.

shower time (say that like "hammer time" only with more emotion - yo.)

music: depeche mode - one caress

i really need to get a different selection of music happening. this stuff plays with my emotions a bit too much