today has been bugging me all day, and until about an hour ago i had no idea why.

tomorrow, had i stayed in bc, had i not moved back into my parents house, had i stayed living with "asshole"....it would've been 4 years of it.

4 fucking years.

i really have nothing to add to it.

it pisses me off.

i wasted so much of my time yet when i think back to it i miss little aspects of it.

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little break to change the topic!

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last night was soooo much fun. the fact i missed the 8:30 showing and had to stay out till 1....wasn't a big deal. it was fun. honestly.

i still have some of my candy from last night. because after a certain point i was just unable to remember to put candy into my mouth. too much watching the movie.

and it was amazing how many people actually knew to stay and watch the entire credits. my brother apparently knew to watch too...and now the next 6 months better zoom by.

argh!

and well...thats really all i have.

my dad should be here monday afternoon. i'm geeked.

music: pink - misery