the idea of 600 entries is....not as big a deal as i would have expected.

i'm less than 40 entries away from that. you'd think it'd be something worth...celebrating?

anyways...

juli told me today she never gets to see me anymore. and that i was spending too much time "with my boy."

i don't think he's my boy. at least not yet.

thats really all i'm gonna say.

that and its 5:30 in the morning and i haven't slept yet. and i think i'm gonna message him and be like "no sleep yet. groggy. hope work is going ok."

he pulled a night shift to try and help out some training people but guess what....they aren't there today. jackanapes!! JACKANAPES!!!

i love that word.

also good phrases: "be kind, rewind."

i bought harry potter today. just like to confirm the fact that i. am. a. loser.

you know you want to be a loser like me. memebership fees are only 5000000000 billion dollars. or kind words. and then....i'll let you say you're a loser just like me. and everyone else.

ok. not really. please don't pay me that much money. or even offer too...i'd feel like a REAL loser then. buying friends....i only did that in junior high (again joking...i need sleep.)

music: cyndi lauper - time after time

its just ending though.....next up.......................................................wait for it...............

vertical horizon - best i ever had

also, on a more serious note. S was here for a bit tonight. yeah....i was very...."oh its you" only happy at the same time...in the way you'd be happy to see someone from home. but also...not so happy because....well usually when he calls when he gets in the city its not just to say hi. i'm making it that way lately though...its a nice feeling.

plus its more fun spending time with "my boy" (as juli calls him ALL the time now, she called me tonight to ask if i was availiable or if i was busy....its crazy. she's the one who's busy. fool!) when we play nintendo...or see movies...or just hang out. so much fun.

tomorrow is the playoffs!! WOOOOOT!

also....random.....memory i meant to write down earlier today (yesterday really...but its still today for me) the oilers are playing an outdoor game here in november...i know who i'd like to go with...is it insanely crazy to suggest it even remotely soon? yes. thanks. i knew that. what i really mean is i want to go regardless. it'd be SOOOOOOOO fun. i will go. I MUST!

outdoor hockey games would be great. i could bring my sleeping bag and it'd be like grey cup only better because i like hockey better than football.

goooooodnight