i'm feeling...really low right now. i'm not sure why though. i think i might just take my allergy pill and crawl into bed. and ignore everyone tonight.

tomorrow: work at 9am. i want to do something after work. except amazing race is on at 9. shiza.

what can you do but live in a shoe?

in other news: nothing.

the past few days have been....just boring. i mean not bad boring...just nothing exciting.

almost cried at work today. stupid radio playing sad songs.

did a lot of thinking.

i miss "him". infact i'm gonna write to him right now, instead of writing in here. at least i'm gonna try. it seems like whenever i pour out my head into a bunch of random (yet apparently funny) drivel, i get back less than expected. a "ha. i haven't laughed so hard in forever. nothing new here. keep in touch."

maybe i expect too much.

i dunno.

i wish i could call people and just complain. and have them make me feel not so....blech.

but i won't.

alone time is probably best.

and sad music.

music: righteous brothers - unchained melody

tear tear tear