i was having the wierdest dreams all night. i wont go into detail on them, because they surprise even me...but the really do trouble me...in a kind of good way.

i'd wake up after each dream, but because i wanted to know what else would happen, i kept going back to sleep.

yes i am a retard...i just wish i was like i am in my dreams...or maybe i just wish my dreams would not make so much "un-sense" (yes, thats a new word...i'm making it up.) and that i could actually let things happen.

i'm afraid for today but not at the same time. i just woke up for the millionth time about 30 minutes ago, where i lied in bed trying to analyze my last dream.

analyzing dreams is fun.

but tell me why there were so many people on this mountain/hill side in little "nooks" in the bushes with snow on the ground in some places and a dog and some people were with more than one other person.

enough said.

time to go...i dunno. find someone to do something with.

blargh.