every night/day/time i talk with him i start out thinking "hey now, we're just friends. we'll just be friends. woot." yeah...after about 5 minutes my brain shifts into "i have such a retartedly HUGE crush on him.....why can't i act on it?"

anyways...he leaves...for 4 or 5 days....to atlanta....which is so far away...since we started hanging out we basically haven't not spoken for more than one day....and even then we still message each other back and forth.

i am so unbeliveably comfortable around him. its just wierd...like even if we aren't going to be anything more than friends....i've got a GREAT friend. it is so astounding how much we talk about NOTHING...for hours. only like 3 hours tonight...maybe only 2.5. since when do i spend that much time on my phone? like really. its great though.

anyways. i have thoughts in my head that will remain as such, until i sort them out.

i'm gonna go eat a chocolate bar....or maybe not, and watch "last comic standing" yay.

love it love it love it.