i went mini golfing yesterday. and then to see hollywood homicide.

funny things going through my brain yesterday....

since i've moved to edmonton, i've become...not a new someone, just more of the person i think i wanted to be, meaning, yeah, i'll go meet internet people! (oooh dangerous!)

its funny, i hated living in such a small town when chatting online was such a huge part of my life, now its not, yet when i do find somebody new to talk with i'm finding it easier to just bel ike "fuck it, lets go." i dunno...it's not a big deal to me anymore.

the first time i ever met anyone from online was really awkward. it was steve...he lived 4 hours from me and his family was vacationing in our town. it didn't go over well because although we were friends he apparently was telling MY family (because he came looking for me at work and my aunt worked there) that we were in love and were going to get married...the truth is....none of that..i mean we were friends, and thats where it ended. i basically slowed communication with him after that point because it just felt awkward to have him thinking i was heads over heels when i wasn't...i don't regret it but i wish i'd acted different.

jump forward to me moving to edmonton...and literally less than a month before i stumble across jen's website (this being a new one...) anyways, we met in the mall, it was great times, great fun, and i still miss her, as i seem to be writing about more and more often...but jen, if you read this i am SO utterly happy for you...i am soooo beyond excited about you getting married and dangit i want pictures when it happens!

ahem. right.

since then i've randomly met a few people, its a good experience, i wish i'd had this opportunity earlier when i had such a huge variety of friends online because i'm sure i'd be a whole nother person.

anyways. end rant.

gotta go to work.

music: jason mraz - i'd do anything