hi. this is entry #600.

it amazes me that i've written over 600 entries, because some got deleted, and some, some long long long ones that i spent an enternity on, didn't survie the "done!" button pressing.

hmmm what else.

it is so ultimately hot here right now.

tomorrow i'm gonna sit on the back deck for awhile and boil to death. or half to death. in my bra. oops did i say that outloud. heh.

anyways. i'm kinda hungry. and my feets hurt because i walked home from work.

i should have more to write about.

i worked in customer service all week.

my feelings for "the boy" are still there, will always be there, but i'm trying to not let that get to me (ahem...it's not really working.) but my mind set is that i'm not going to lose him as a great friend, so we'll just let it go where it goes.

also...i'm trying to not take any pills right now. my body was getting to the point where i couldn't make it through the day without 3 or 4 of them, and it scared me.

it might explain for why i'm so utterly tired this week, and why if i eat i feel to need to throw up, even though i HATE HATE HATE that.

so i haven't been eating much. mostly little...dry things that i know my stomach will stand.

and. found the cutest most addictive site that is....dumb and fun.

if you want to know it i'll send you the link, email me or ask in the notes or book. but in all honesty, its not how most people think, and not as fun as homestar and the gang but still addictive.

sigh. thats really all.

what a sucky 600th entry huh?

its so nice lately that i don't want to sit infront of the computer typing. i'm sorry for this.