thinking a lot of S and the boy today.

there are others as well but they don't capture me as much or appeal to certain parts of me.

why S does astounds me. possibly because he could be a tie to home if my parents move.

the boy is another story. i'm older than him, that in itself should deter me. but it doesn't.

he bought "us" k-day tickets today. i'm paying him back of course, because theres no way in hell i'd let him shell out that much, but its still really cute of him.

also, he told me to call in sick on thursday so i can go watch the parade with him.

i've never seen the k-days parade....should i go?

meh.

time to put laundry on to dry.

i haven't slept more than an hour or two a night for more than 5 nights now. i think. its all blending together.

what i do know is it sucks, mucho big time.

such is life.

time to go ponder why i like the people i do.